Somethings just do not go right and when one thing falls, it is like a domino effect. That is the way that my life has been. Things have just completely sucked in my personal life the last two weeks. There are not too many details that I want to indulge in, but these things have just been piling up on my nerves.
It started about two weeks ago. I was living with my boyfriend then, and we got into a horrible fight and there were somethings that were done wrong on both sides, if you guys get what I mean. It was harmful enough that I felt I needed to leave before things got worse. I took and copied my personal information on his computer to a friends internet server and whiped everything else off his hard drive. I mean everything. All of my programs, files and even internet history and bookmarks. Made sure that everything was all gone while I was packing up my stuff. I was trying to leave that night.
Then I moved back in with my parents who gladly accepted me back. The last two weeks I have been recouperating emotionally, and then other wierd things happened. When I am using my parents computer, I cannot access my friends server to download the stuff that I have uploaded to my parents or my own computer. Tried to get the stuff that I needed, because it has to do with my business in book illustration. I was given extra time to do the project, but I do not want to push things with my employer. Figured out that it was not his server that was down, but my internet access that cannot access the server for some reason, and I am still working on that problem. So I need the picture now and I have to have it done by tomorrow. ok... so minor problem... to fix it, I would just go to the library, get on the net, and download the project that I need and send it to my email right? Simple huh? Oh HELL NO! Go to the library, find I have no card on me... Go to the reception desk to get a new card..... They cannot issue me a new card because I have some over due books from 2001! I forgot about them long ago! $36.00 for the lost books! Of course I am dirt poor, and there fore have no money untill I get this project in! All I have is 6 bucks in my pocket. I then go to Kinkos Copy Center to use the internet access. I log into my server, was able to download the project that I needed.
The Real Kicker is, I forgot that I set my email to 'Copy Sent Email to Sent Email folder', I sent my employer a copy of the project over 2 and a half weeks ago and a copy of it was IN THAT FOLDER ON MY YAHOO ACCOUNT! I can get into my email account from my parents computer. Sometimes My brain is not screwed in straight.
I am sorry that I ranted like this, I do not like to hurt anyone, but these things are just building up and I needed to vent this out. It has been a rough two weeks. I am real sorry guys. I am just one worn out wolfie.
posted 05-11-2003 01:14
