Topic awaiting preservation: Bye bye... *includes very bad language*

Includes very bad language and loads of tired ranting.. you might want to think twice before reading more..


Something like 9 months ago I`ve started a full and complete relationship with a certain angel up here north. There`s seems to be no problems between us and for the first time i feel like a living human being. I love her more than my own life. You know the usual shite

Theres just this one fact. Christ you bastard! She has brain cancer and will die soon, but no-one knows when. She might have 2 seconds to live, or 50 years.

There is a god and the old cunt just happens to hate me.

There seems to be this balance of happiness in this world, a sort yin/Yang? if one person achieves this next to divine luck and gets it all right, the other will get his/her arse kicked so much, it WILL hurt alot..

im just so frigging tired that i cant focus a bit.
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Ps: Malaresian signing off for eternity, best of luck for all of you. i might be coming back, if situation turns
to something better.

Doc. Ozone: Thumbs up for everything you`ve ever created.

Every1 who helped me out on Ps-issues: I respect you. Best of luck for all of you.

Rest:
My life-filosophy "if you dont learn something every day, no matter what, there must be something wrong with you" stuart A from cradle of filth

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Does it really?

I'm very sorry for your pain and that of your angel. I don't want to minimize your pain but we are all terminal and any of us could be killed 2 seconds from now or die 50 years from now. Our only option is to live in the present and the make the best of the time we have here. The same god who you curse is the same one who can provide the most strength in times like these. I hope you can take the things I've just said in the spirit in which they've been given. I will keep both of you in my prayers.

. . : slicePuzzle

Be thankful that you found an angel and keep her always alive in your heart, in your mind and dreams....

Most of us spend our whole lives looking for that special one without any luck...

I know you are upset now and nothing seems to minimize your pain, I just wanted to tell you that there is some special people here that do care and we are going to be praying for you and your angel.

*close your eyes and smell her hair...*

100 hugs

Lala

good for you, angels are very very unworthy beings





edit: the previos statement is rather ambigous

[This message has been edited by Arthemis (edited 08-23-2002).]

not to break the aire of good thoughts, but. . .

quote:

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There is a god and the old cunt just happens to hate me.

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Seems like a selfish statement to me.
You're not the one dying of cancer but you think it's a result of a god hating you?

interesting.