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Your Text: Insert Slimies » Insert UBB Code » Close Last Tag \| All Tags UBB Help	Sigh. And say I am in a good mood for real. Jestah is the only one I really dislike because he has intolerance and provocation in his system and is hell bent on boasting his ego this way - I've never known him to be any different, and he's relatively artful at debating - but I have yet to see him ACT constructively, I don't think he will : I think his motives truely are negative as a whole, making him, in my eyes, the worst a person can be - a smiling face with hatred inside. I am the opposite most of my time : a fake mad face with kindness inside. Anyone else who brings up the past or throws threats make me feel bad for 5 seconds - and that's IT. I judge people based on repeated actions, never on words specifically because I like to give the benefit of doubt to each and every person I meet. Guess what? I haven't received the same benefit of doubt in ages and it's exhausting. I truely admire : Arthurio, DL, Webshaman, Suho, and almost all other posters at the Asylum and in this very thread regardless of a 5 minutes argument. I think all these people are brilliant in an area or another, and prone to mistakes in an area or another. It all makes communication twice more frustrating when I feel like this down inside, and, by communicating like a robot at times, convey arrogance instead of genuine admiration and simpathy. YES you understand that people here DO keep negative memories and don't want to let them go. And what you call empathy is, instead, SYMPATHY : taking other people's situations so deep at heart it reaches you. Empathy is not about that : it is about understanding while keeping your feed grounded in your reality. This whole dynamic fuels a never ending cycle, and based on my experience, which does include staying cold as stone when dealing with Israeli army - for real - there are two ways to stop this cycle. Either someone comes to Lausanne and shoots me in the head. Or EVERYBODY DECIDES DOWN INSIDE THAT THEY'LL CUT ME SOME SLACK FOR REAL. I mean, FOR REAL : no bringing up past issues past the point I have made amend, no bringing up past issues in an insulting way, no threats, NONE of this. And it really is your pick : as I said I am human and have natural limits - wether I dealt with past difficulties or not and am changed or not. [small](Edited by [url=http://www.ozoneasylum.com/user/6553]argo navis[/url] on 03-01-2008 00:41)[/small] Loading...
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