Preserved Topic: life?

So? what is up?

I have been quiet for some time now? More so than the norm?

Crying myself to sleep? It is silly, I keep asking they Why question? knowing that it will do me no good.

Death is part of life? Some times we think we have control of it? we think we can make some one live a longer and fuller life? but when your time is up? it is up. At 47 he was still young?

He Lived Life to the fullest? in the best of ways? One I fully respected? looked up to? The only person in this world I really wanted to be like?

I will never know all the lives that he touched? He sacrificed greatly for his family? I was proud of him? he was very proud of me?

My Dad.

I don?t want to believe? But it has been two weeks? How will we survive? We will? but not easily? My 10year old bro has severe CP http://www.cerebralboy.com (sorry? the form on the page is not working now) My Mom is about as strong as they come? Her faith is amazing to me? and I just forgot what I was saying? I know I will be seeing him some day again? death? I am not afraid of it? but if feels like i am stuck here, in this stupid body, on this place of pain... the earth...

I told one of my friends that I couldn?t think of anything worse happening? he said, I can? I replied? What? (thinking, he was sick)? he said, Some one going to hell. Easy for him to say, but it is the truth.

so this is life...

and the beat goes on... Izzy.

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[This message has been edited by DocOzone (edited 07-09-2001).]

You, mi man *are* an awful lot to be proud of.

Very, very sorry for you and yours. Hang in there mate.

You know I was gonna contact you and ask where you been and what up to. Friday I was scrambling... "need to mail that boy... something's going on..." Tomorrow my computer will ding me a reminder to email you and ask what's up. Tomorrow will be too late. Friday was too late as well I reckon. You're a good kid eye, I'm sure your daddy couldn't be more proud.

We're all stuck here together baby. HE's not stuck no more and I think he made good time while he was here judging the man you're turnin into.

Cheers to you and cheers to your mom and dad.

Jason

(((( Izzy))))

I already told you my heart in a email the other day......but I wanted to tell you.... you're a awesome person. I'm sure both your parents have been very proud of you.
I'm so sorry you are having to go through this. I will keep you and your family in my prayers

eye, I'm so sorry. I didn't know. If you need anyone to talk to contact me via e-mail or ICQ, the info's in my profile. Again, I'm really sorry.


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[This message has been edited by Jestah (edited 07-10-2001).]

Sorry for your loss, eye.

No pearls of widom will help, so I won`t give any. We` re here for ya, for what it`s worth.

eyezaer, I am very sorry for your loss. My prayers are certainly with you and I thank God for people with the strength of character that you so obviously possess. If there is anything you need or if you just need to talk please know we are all here for you.

I'am soo sorry for your loss, I have no idea what you are going through, but hope that you come through ok.

Sorry for the loss, eye. Hope you can go through it well. I'll pray for you and your family.. Bug's right.. everyone is here for you..

I too have somewhat similar sorrows for you eye.

Death falls on all of us.
I'm sorry to hear that a large portion of your life will not continue.
But in it's "non-continuence"... there will be progression for you.
You have dealt with this for 2 weeks now... there's not much I have to say.
You know your own feelings, and you are obviously strengthening your thoughts on a daily basis.
My congratulations to you for your gain.... my condolences for your loss.

I'd extend my offers for an open door to e-mail me or something... but frankly... it wouldn't seem right for such an issue.

E-mail me when you feel strength and are back your feet though... we'll have much to talk about then.

-Michael

-.-

: : Mahjqa : :

Oh hey man, really sorry to hear about your loss! I typed and re-typed this message but whatever I put sounded lame. Keep it simple

Sorry!

Sorry Eye,

Draw from your Mom's strength, and she will draw from yours.

We'll keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers.

- Resolutions, Of All My Fruitless Searches -

I won't pollute the bandwidth with another belch about how sorry I am, nor will I give you another clever anectote about the cycle of life and death. Instead, I'll tell you something that my sister told me, the last time she was conscious enough to talk:

I believe in you.

hey... thanks guys...

hmm... after what twitch said, i am wondering... and will be wondering for the rest of my life... If he could have talked, What would his last words have been?

It was over so quickly...

and the beat goes on... Izzy

ooh! Shiizzie, i dont know if you ever found the Calvin and Hobbes quote, but the entire strip is...

Calvin: The more you think about things, the weirder they seem. Take this milk. Why do we drink COW milk?? Who was the guy who first looked at a cow and said, "i think i'll drink whatever comes out of these things when i squeeze 'em!"? Isn't that weird?
Hobbes: I think conversation should be kept to a minimum untill afternoon.

{{{{{{{{ Izzy }}}}}}}}}}


~Remember the snowflake. Each one is unique but look what they can do when they stick together.~

My smythies go to you, your family and everyone you father ever truely touched.



Drac.